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Bridges Vol 6, Numbers 3/4, pp. 211-218. 1999
"The Greatest Art"
We don't exist separately one from another like we usually imagine.
All of us who are in even casual daily contact belong to one single body.
What matters travels from one to another of us in hidden unnoticed ways.
Everything is shared. Everything is in common. Our deepest and most secret
dreams even are exchanged and end up guiding one another's lives —
much in the same way as the possessions of lovers get intermingled and
eventually change hands. She may come to work wearing one of his shirts.
Or, fifteen years later, long after they don't even think of each other
very much anymore, he may still be listening to an old recording of hers
that somehow ended up among his things; or pursuing a path of life that
came from reading one of her books.
It's no secret that from the beginnings of our history there has been
this casual autonomous commerce between us. Trade routes have always stretched
across the deserts and the ice, the ocean and the mountains, from one
end of the world to another. Why is it so difficult for us to see that
this same inter-connectivity is operative in the microcosm of our own,
supposedly "personal" lives at this very moment? Seeming miracles,
which we can't help but view as completely accidental because of our accustomed
way of looking at things, run their course in our midst by means of a
metabolism of currents —a "field" — that we unknowingly
set up and respond to between and amongst ourselves and those with whom
we come into even the most fleeting daily contact.
It is for this reason that the smallest act of one pure man or woman,
or even an exceptionally pure act from an ordinary person — say,
a movement of the mind, even, or of the heart; a simple perfect thought
or feeling or a single untainted perception or expression (even the wave
of a hand!) — can and does reach, by means of its reverberating
effects, to the far end of the earth.
Gautama the Buddha held up a single little flower between his fingers.
Two thousand five hundred years later in New York City and Croatia, in
Poland and Alaska, the effects of this simple action are still reverberating.
Our lives can't be the same anymore.
* * *
All around us, as well as inside of us, something is happening outside
of what we think is going on. We, fixed to the little picture we have
of things in our minds, so often completely miss this larger pattern,
and so fail to understand or even appreciate what is greatest about our
own lives.
The news reported on the radio or on TV is only a blow by blow account
of inconsequential accompaniments to this larger happening which goes,
more often perhaps than not, completely unnoticed by us — unsuspected
even. And yet it is this, and not the news we think we make or the histories
we presume to write, that is our true and only story.
It is what happens between us, in this other way, that is what we are,
that constitutes the metabolism of our real being. And yet we don't even
have a ruler to measure its extent or a compass that can signal its direction
— let alone an instrument, except maybe for our art or our religion,
that can capture some hint of its true nature. And even that, the literature,
the art, the religion that those great ones amongst us come forth with
as an expression of the truth of our nature and an explanation of why
we are here and what we are for — even that, even the religion,
especially the religion, all too ubiquitously devolves into something
so much more akin to the most trivial of the games we play out amongst
ourselves — "If only I do this then I'll get that in return"
— than to the reality of what we are and the truth of what we are
about.
* * *
What is greatest about us isn't what we might suspect. It has very little
to do with the kinds of things we think are our highest accomplishments.
But rather, we complete ourselves and serve our task in ways that we are
not even conditioned to consciously recognize as useful, or even as real.
It is in the chemistry between and amongst us that we come to term and
bear our fruit. It is in our capacity for this thing that we have misunderstood
as love, but which is certainly something so much greater than the concepts
we have for that word, it is in our capacity for that which is unnamable
by us and inconceivable to us, which is beyond our wildest conception,
but which is nevertheless steadily and by degrees being born, through
the history of our race, into our presence, moment by moment, little by
little — it is by this capacity of ours that we accomplish, each
of us, our deepest destiny and serve our largest purpose.
It is not a question of achievements and accomplishments; paths and
the like. But rather of something that is happening from the very first
moment of life until the last, something that we don't see, aren't given
a means to see by the kinds of considerations we use to approach an understanding
of things. Everything that we so neatly divide into our categories of
success and failure, wasteful and useful, right and wrong, perfect and
imperfect, great and mediocre, is instead running free through our lives
like a current that has escaped those nets, as it escapes our categories
in general. So that to the degree we stick with these constructs we wreak
havoc with what is real about our lives and the lives of others. But even
this havoc is a part of the metabolism of a thing turning and churning
in upon itself — trying, in the only way it seems to know how, to
be born.
It is the mother and it is the infant at the same time. It is the father
and it is the son. We have called it God but really it is us. It is who
and what we are — something so much larger than we can see. As it
develops, the eye to see it a little more clearly comes into being along
with it. There are words, there are books, piled up through the centuries.
Then there is one new word, one new book, and the thing is seen through
its own eye for what it is in a way that has never happened before. In
an instant whole libraries of books go sliding into the dustbin —
useless, no longer wanted.
* * *
We make progress when we are able to be more deeply and authentically
what we really are, each and every one of us, the body of us as a whole.
What matters is the degree to which we are capable of giving ourselves
over to what we really are. This is not easy because it entails the giving
of oneself over to that which is unrecognizable. It is not recognizable
by the ways in which we normally recognize things. It can't be recognized
by the ways we think we recognize things. We soon enough find out, though,
that there is this other way operative in us and it has been operative
in us all along. Call it what you will, make up a name for it. It can
see what it is in and between us that cries out to be seen, and that blossoms
when seen, like a child flowers under love.
Yes, we recognize things in ways we don't allow ourselves to know. Even
though we use this faculty all the time, we don't exactly do it on purpose.
We can't because it wouldn't make sense to us. We have it in us though.
It's been there from the very beginning. It came out of something that
was there before it. It's an organic thing, an organ part and party to
all other organs of our being. We might conceptualize it as the vector
sum of all the different ways our various organs can know things when
they are cooperating to a degree of maximum effectiveness. Alternatively,
we can conceive of it as an ability for silence, such that all the organs
of our being, rendered suddenly irrelevant by some momentary circumstance,
can just get out of the way when the littlest organ pipes up with something
important to it to say, and important to the whole to hear at this particular
time.
Any way we envision it, the truth is we don't really know what it is.
We can't know. It isn't had by knowing. What is central to our being,
most central to who and what we are in the most immediate sense, is and
must necessarily be unfathomable to us, totally beyond our ability to
conceive except inasmuch as being is a way to conceive. That is the point.
* * *
It's what we are and what we are towards each other that is so very
important. Our most casual brushes with one another are not to be slighted.
Each time we walk into the corner store and address the clerk behind the
counter we have the opportunity before us, by the manner in which we elicit
the deepest being of that other person forth into the interchange, of
inviting what is real to step a little bit more fully into our world.
It's not so much that this resides in the depths of that other person
or in our depths — although this also may be true — as it
is that we have in our hands, at each moment a tremendous power: we have
the power to set free a current that will change the world and turn all
things inside out. There is that which is waiting to happen. Its time
is here. It only needs someone to make a space for it, to allow for it.
To accomplish some little gesture in a way that is pure enough for its
delicate metabolism to surge forth. To make a passage, to get out of the
way: this is what we are called to do. This is our appointed task. And
it is a most pleasant and wondrous task, this exercise of a greater freedom,
this feeling of the metabolism of the larger body surging through our
own small and modular biological body. To be part and party of this transcendental
drift is something akin to being touched in the deepest fabric of our
being with the reality of our own immortality. That thing we are letting
through when we do something right — it is who and what we really
are and yet it has no beginning and no end.
* * *
This clerk behind the counter may be low class. He may be a foreigner.
His skin may be dark. He may not speak English well. We might not think
that he is capable of being a person who would interest us. He probably
doesn't have much in the way of an education. But if we would take the
time, and it hardly takes time really — it's a question here of
something else. I mean we could go ahead and honor these kinds of distinctions
that keep us placed on a platform above this other man. We could do this.
It is easy to do. And so many of us tend to do it without thinking. But
we could also do something else. We could also honor what is higher than
that. To do this is an entirely different strategy. There is an outcome
that comes into play when we take this step that is utterly unexpected.
If we honor what is highest between us we must recognize it as what
is most common, and therefore usually taken for granted and discounted.
What is most beautiful is the obvious. What is rare is the talent to see
this, to delight in some suddenly revealed aspect of the sky amidst the
hubbub of a busy city street corner, or to take in the quality of the
light on the buildings, or the stories that are so obviously written on
the faces and manner of the people all around us. …or the person
of someone we would not normally treat as a person — so that what
would otherwise be a casual financial transaction is rendered into an
interpersonal one. In making that kind of transition from one thing to
another, that's how we do it, that's how we open up the channel that can
and does and will change our lives radically as well as the lives of many
others, here and there, that we do not even know are in such deep contact
with us. In opening up the channel, in being ourselves the one to do that,
we reap such a reward! The miracle flows through us like a rich river
in the desert. Everything becomes alive. Everything flowers.
* * *
When we are able to really see like this in a deeper sense, what is
so important about it is that the only way we are able to do this is by
being that which we see. In other words, it all boils down to our utter
and immediate transformation. We are called upon to be real. That is all.
To the extent that this kind of truth can come about within a single
person, the world around that person seethes with new electricity. It's
like when you can see a child for the lovable creature that it is, then
it is given that which it needs to grow and go through its successive
maturational stages. In a sense this thing that has been called God by
some traditions or Enlightenment by others is like that too. It needs
for only one of us to be in order that it may become. And this one may
be you today, me tomorrow. If only for an instant, it surges through my
life now, perhaps as I'm exchanging pleasantries with the clerk at the
corner store. Then it moves on, towards its appointed course, through
veins that move and change instant by instant, snaking through our midst
with these eddies and currents, so that it would seem sometimes to be
advancing through the whole surge of humanity, old and young, near and
far, as one single wave, using our failures as well as our successes as
its fertilizer, sprouting into our lives, seemingly out of nowhere, and
then vanishing just as quickly as it came. None of the ways we've come
up with to understand it even begin to come close to explaining it as
much as a spark in the eyes or a delight in the heart — or one of
those little kindnesses we manage to perform for each other, often in
secret. In such is found the metabolism of our real being, the steady
heartbeat of our true body.
The greatest art is not executed by any master and hangs in no museum.
It is lived, often unnoticed, and as often as not by the least of us.
It doesn't go on tour of the great museums of the world's capitals, but
travels the back roads from one end of the globe to another, sometimes
like lightning, sometimes nestling for centuries in some forgotten place
before taking its next tentative step.
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